The Awakening of the Sexy Goddess Within Me

The awakening of the sexy goddess within me was quite unexpected.

The beginning of the awakening began in November 2004 when a relationship I was in came to a sudden halt. I was extremely inhibited with him due to having been hurt very badly by previous relationships, from being a Goddess in Menopause, and from my own self created issues from childhood. All that amounted to “an almost non existant sex life”. I had made a decision somewhere along the way that sex no longer mattered to me. The only problem was it mattered to the man I was with. We never really talked about “my lack of enthusiasm” even when it ended, but I knew the exact moment when he reached “the fed up moment”.

When you look at it from a positive angle, I wouldn’t be where I am today if the relationship hadn’t ended. I went into an immediate emotional talespin and then made a decision to take a series of love, sex and intimacy workshops through the Human Awareness Institute (HAI). In 2005 I flew all over the country taking workshops every other month and ended up taking 5 HAI workshops. My experiences with those workshops were transformational for me. AND I AM STILL GROWING. I remember dating a guy for a few weeks after level 2. Then I went away for the weekend to take Level 3. I discovered the Goddess in me that weekend, and I actually scared the guy I was dating away. For him, I was like a different woman. What’s exciting is that I am excited about sex and intimacy. Out of these workshops also came a book that I wrote call SEXY LOVE AFFIRMATIONS-affirmations is the form of recipes for creating greater, love, sex and romance in relationships. My book was published in January of 2006. Check it out at www.sexyloveaffirmations.biz.

My story began in childhood. Although I was raised by a wonderful loving Jewish mother, I took on her guilt and negative feelings about sex. I grew up believing that sex was “bad” and not to be enjoyed. I was raised by a mother who taught me to be ashamed of my imperfections-my funny toes, my curly hair, etc. She was saying silently and verbally, cover up, hide your body I believed in what she was trying to tell me until I discovered the nudist lifestyle and the freedom of being ME-not having to be perfect. Although the nudist lifestyle has nothing to do with sex, it has helped me to accept my body.

In October 2007, I took Level 6 and just recently in the beginning of April 2008, I took Level 7. I am now looking forward to the last level - Level 8.

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